Lines (Flop)

I'm afraid of all the night's and sudden calls
Hearin' call I guess there's only silence
All the pills I hide behind the pillow are forbidden
All the women here are… Oh they're only breathless dolls

I found those lines that pierce the ground
I found those lines that pierce the ground
I found those lines that pierce the ground
I found those lines that pierce the ground

Touchin' body white… it turns to weightless plastic
Why it's all the colors of the rainbow turned to black
Spectrum of the skies it looks fantastic
And the air I eat are hands around my neck…

I found those lines that pierce the ground
I found those lines that pierce the ground

It is no use in the awaiting of December
When it comes it’s only opiates my thoughts inside
Torturing myself by those scars I don't remember
Nightmares remind me of the disappearing light

I found those lines that pierce the ground
Yet one attempt - one more fiasco to increase the score
And now I feel embraced of things I've got with proud
I've lost the lightest ideals I looked and searched for

I found those lines that pierce the ground
I found those lines that pierce the ground

Its no use in the awaiting of December
When it comes it’s only opiates my thoughts inside
Torturing myself by those scars I don't remember
Nightmares remind me of the disappearing light

Illusions (П.Золин)

Its's my fault to pray for someone
Praying for my happy wonder
You're my sex object
You're my sex object
It's so easy to love you and easy to hate

You're my sex object

Illusions
Reason unknown
My creepy heart
Turns to stone
My feelings
Unholy dreams
My secrets
My deepest fears

Abyss calls me
Deeper deeper
Stronger stronger
Hideous feelings
Are haunting me
Deeper deeper
Stronger stronger
You're my sex object
You're my sex object
So easy love you
And easy to hate

You're my sex object

Illusions
Reason unknown
My creepy heart
Turns to stone
My feelings
Unholy dreams
My secrets
My deepest fears

Clockwork (П.Золин)

you're lying on the floor
and holding thoughts of ecstasy...
so cute

soon you're going to get out
get rid of a love that hurts you so
existence is no more for you. no more

no more redemptions
no more exceptions
no more forgiveness
no more sick visions
no more dark sadness
no more
clockwork

you're so young sad quiet girl
even the angel fall from sky
for you but you're so beautiful

don’t even try
never give up
don’t force yourself to say goodbye
you're so beautiful to die

you're holding razorbalde
and trying to cut out your veins
so sad
you...
you're trying to forget
that suffocating breath of love
self-pity seems inadequeate
no more...

No Way Back (П. Золин)

watch out!
depressed! tired! depressed of your low life!
depressed! tired! depressed of your lost love!
suffering in joy suffering in love suffering in love

you've found that your soul's still expecting more
you've understood why sun will never be so warm
so what's the secret are you keeping in your mind?
i'm sure you'll never tell me why everyone have to die

watch out!
depressed! tired! depressed of your low life!
depressed! tired! depressed of your lost love!
suffering in joy suffering in love suffering in love

you've found that your soul's still expecting more
you've understood why sun will never be so warm
so what's the secret are you keeping in your mind?
i'm sure you'll never tell me why everyone have to die

Счастье (П.Золин)

у сердца есть дерево
дни ярко побелены
мы стоя на камне пьем шелест сердец

на нас кричат вороны
метания в сторону
смех стелется низом ломая крестец

мы оба задавлены
кто паром, кто падалью
стихам не хватает красных телец

и сдавлена музыка
и брод этот узок нам
стеклянные струны, счастливый конец

Грустные девочки (П.Золин)

Грустные девочки
Грустные грустные
Бледные личики
Хрупкие пальчики

Жесткой натурою
Фобий распаханы
Вены изрезаны
Чувства растерзаны

Выкрики сердца
В горе утоплены
Что, почему и зачем
Неосознанно
Грустные девочки
Грустные грустные

Там в туннеле свет
Острый острый
Вечно ждать ответ
На вопросы

Притвориться льдом
Так опасно
Не ожить потом,
Спать напрасно

Suicide Virgin (П.Золин)

You've got wings and a blue blood
Skies are calling every second
You're strong enough to fight
Never fall, never die..
All of your fears remain subconscious
You're wise enough to fly

Why are you falling down?
Just close your eyes to look inside what's going on inside your heart
Why are you screaming loud?
I know it’s painful to decide
Nobody's wrong, nobody's right

You're insane, you're weak
Suffocating every second
You will never be the same
Always fall, always die
All of your fears remain subconscious
You're wise enough to fly

Why are you falling down?
Just close your eyes to look inside what's going on inside your heart
Why are you screaming loud?
I know it’s painful to decide
Nobody's wrong, nobody's right

The Ticket (П.Золин)

my strange and desperate fear
seems colder than the ice
it feels to me unclear (deep in my soul)
i'm holding it inside of me

that fear of sickest nightmares
that fear of coldest grimmest thoughts

illusions getting brighter
it's my attempt to go outside
this dirty jail

deep enough and strong enough to dwell
wet enough but hotter than the hell

keeping fear within
going far from reality
i am going to be
your scream
your fatality

keeping fear within
to predict the eternal fall
i'm supposing to live
this life
but without a soul

that strange and ugly secret
i'm scared of keeping it
it seems for me like ticket (deep in my soul)
to everlasting dreams

that ticket to my nightmares
that ticket to my grimmest thoughts

illusions getting brighter
it's my attempt to go outside
this dirty jail

deep enough and strong enough to dwell
wet enough but hotter than the hell

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produced, mixed and mastered by pavel zolin
all music by pavel zolin
all lyrics by pavel zolin except(7) by larisa kytmanova and (2) by flop

programmed and performed by pavel zolin
vocals by veronica yakovleva, pavel zolin and roman rain (3)
guitars on (3) and (5) by art nekrasoff
harp phrase on (9) is inspired by don ruzek
recorded at jt rec studio aug-dec 2008
tracks (a, b, c) are produced by de falshe,
haloed ghost and human prototype

cover photos by sasha voronkovand dmitry nedykhalov
model masha fedorova
line art by masha fedorova
pfs logo, cd design & layout by jazztiz